Forgive me Father... For I am thinking of somebody else

I woke up today with somebody else on my mind. And damn it! This is not good!

I feel restless, too lazy to even get up and go out of my room. All I am doing now is think of what happened last night and how amazing the feeling was. I still cannot believe that it happened. I never thought it will ever happen again, after all this time. But it did happen. And now, a mixture of guilt and confusion covers me.

Am I hooked to him again? Please, no! It was just sex and that's just it. I know its like that to him, nothing more, nothing else. And besides, I have a partner. I shouldn't expect more. What I am doing is too much sin already and entertaining this emotion is a kill.

Yes! I should stop thinking of him.
It was just sex! Sex is just sex!!! Damn it! It was just sex!!!!!!

Forgive me Father... For I am thinking of somebody else.



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